The whole episode about "don't talk, don't give opinion, just obey, you are furniture" was just a temporary thing.. I was too annoying beyond the normal and he needed to shut me up I guess.. which somehow I didn't get at all at that time (that it was a temporary thing) and had all that drama about it the other day (not kidding it was a full day of intense drama)... I'm a drama queen, I feed on these things.. you really need to be very specific around me about these issues
To be honest the "obey" part I have no trouble with.. the "talk" part is not a major bummer either...
The "don't give opinion" part was the killer... I have to sound my opinion.... I have a lot to say about anything and everything.. And I do believe I make pretty good arguments and my opinion is worth listening to (I'm not kidding, it is).. and not to express my opinions and argue for them is, well, somehow a death sentence. Literally sometimes I need to say a comment or I feel its held in my throat.. I'm going to walk around annoyed with it all day until it comes out..
I do know I'm treading on very thin ice here.. holding my tongue is an ongoing challenge... but I guess I will figure it out...
To be honest the "obey" part I have no trouble with.. the "talk" part is not a major bummer either...
The "don't give opinion" part was the killer... I have to sound my opinion.... I have a lot to say about anything and everything.. And I do believe I make pretty good arguments and my opinion is worth listening to (I'm not kidding, it is).. and not to express my opinions and argue for them is, well, somehow a death sentence. Literally sometimes I need to say a comment or I feel its held in my throat.. I'm going to walk around annoyed with it all day until it comes out..
I do know I'm treading on very thin ice here.. holding my tongue is an ongoing challenge... but I guess I will figure it out...
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