Just to be clear about the furniture issue

The whole episode about "don't talk, don't give opinion, just obey, you are furniture" was just a temporary thing.. I was too annoying beyond the normal and he needed to shut me up I guess.. which somehow I didn't get at all at that time (that it was a temporary thing) and had all that drama about it the other day (not kidding it was a full day of intense drama)... I'm a drama queen, I feed on these things.. you really need to be very specific around me about these issues

To be honest the "obey" part I have no trouble with.. the "talk" part is not a major bummer either...

The "don't give opinion" part was the killer... I have to sound my opinion.... I have a lot to say about anything and everything.. And I do believe I make pretty good arguments and my opinion is worth listening to (I'm not kidding, it is).. and not to express my opinions and argue for them is, well, somehow a death sentence. Literally sometimes I need to say a comment or I feel its held in my throat.. I'm going to walk around annoyed with it all day until it comes out..

I do know I'm treading on very thin ice here.. holding my tongue is an ongoing challenge... but I guess I will figure it out...

To Be Tied or Not To Be Tied

So there I am, infront of the new bamboo frame that He had ordered (tailor made)... and only my neck is loosely attached to the frame..  what? no hands tied to the frame? 

And I had to keep them out of the way with my own free will.. Not easy... had to take my hand away at the right time before the whip caught it (it did catch it once, smarted like hell)... but to avoid this happening with the cane I actually managed not to reach back at all when the cane was used... fear of the cane is not to be underestimated

Lots of laughs and was such a turn on

More to tell about that day later

What's a sub? Confused

What's a sub? Is it a piece of furniture?

If that's the case I don't want to be one...

I understand the whole concept of obeying, but there's a difference between obeying and feeling stamped on. I can't obey when I feel you demand it just to put your plans first and mine last. A legitimate excuse to put me in second place. Why should your plans be upheld and mine be crushed? Because you're Dom and you get to decide and demand obedience. It is your right as a Dom. But does this mean I always have to settle for second place? Maybe a sub's place is always second place. Does this mean I have to say "yes sir" and obey even if I feel crushed? I don't wanna feel crushed. Maybe I wanna be equal in some things. Maybe if I plan something 2 days ahead you don't get to cancel it because you felt like doing something else. I don't wanna take it and smile and say "yes sir" and be enthusiastic about whatever other plans you have. If that's what it takes to be sub then maybe I'm not a sub.

I'm not a piece of furniture, that i know for sure