Blindfolded

An amazing feeling... as if all your other senses are working on overdrive...

You breath deeper and close your eyes and surrender to the experience... your skin is more receptive to each touch... you lick your lips waiting to be kissed.. not knowing when or if.. you have no idea which implement he will use.. or when he will strike.. you don't know when he will gently touch you...

You just wait for whatever he wants to do with you...

I need to learn to use colors

I know how confusing this is.. to keep saying "I can't, I can't, I can't take it" but yet never say "red". I know that without the "red" you take it as my usual whining and keep going.. even more aggressive than before... which is actually the right thing to do. Yet I can't seam to be able to get myself to say "red"... why? I don't know. Last time it could've been dangerous to continue as my skin was inflamed by the waxing from before. Thank you for stopping. I promise I will start using my colors...

I like it when....

You play with my hair...
You forcefully put my ass back in position when I move away...
You call me my baby...
You say "bonjour kiss" the moment you wake up...
You hug me as I sleep on your chest and watch tv...
You try new stuff that I was fantasizing of...
You slap my face then kiss me...
You grab my ass as I cook or clean...
You make me say "thank you sir" after each stroke...
You're so gentle yet so firm...

Pain and Tears

I don't cry because of physical pain. It just simply doesn't happen. I make all the crying sounds but not a single tear squeezes out. I like to believe I have a high pain threshold, but that's beside the point cuz don't get me wrong it really hurts, but just no tears.

On the other hand, you can say a few words.. and it pours...