Its all about the mindset

Comparing the last two sessions together, the further one I was so into taking in a challenge. Not being a wimp. Going for it and taking whatever is delivered. "I'm strong, I can take this".. And I did

The more recent one was completely different.. same position.. shorter session.. but I was not in the correct mindset.. In my head I was screaming "no no no no no" from the start... and once it started I was bawling like a child...

You can argue it wasn't the same severity.. I still think it wasn't the same mindset..

A threesome? I think its the same concept for me. Its all about the mindset.

I had to correct so many typing errors. I'm so drunk

I'm no wimp!

We were watching some canning videos.. those foreign language ones where they keep canning the girls until they're all puffed up with blue and purple lines. And in a moment of bravado I announced "let's try it"

To be honest I knew it would never get to the point where it was in those videos or even close to it. But it was more about taking it harder than before. And I did. And I kept the objections and the whining to a minimum. Took a lot of control and put me in a very different mindset. Definitely will go for it again. And what made me very proud of myself is that I took the canning in my least favorite position, Legs up. Hey wait a minute... those girls in the videos were bent down... how come I was legs up? *Pout* *Pout* *Pout*.  Should've taken a clue from the "see, they're not objecting to where they're being hit"