Sometime ago I wrote this post (link) about not crying during a session.. well its not true anymore, I've been crying a lot during sessions lately..
The most I have cried had to be in a session similar to the below picture.. except my hands were tied to my ankles and a bar was pressed behind my knees.. The cane was concentrating mostly on "sit area" and upper thighs
It was a punishment session.. I was rude for a week so I guess I had it coming.. I didn't expect it would be this severe and maybe the guilt factor was playing its part as well.. I appreciated the long hug I got afterwards and it came with a lot of tears and a sincere apology.. it was a first
After that I didn't shy about crying.. the other day I was crying during a session just to release stress rather than crying from pain.. its a nice reset button
The most I have cried had to be in a session similar to the below picture.. except my hands were tied to my ankles and a bar was pressed behind my knees.. The cane was concentrating mostly on "sit area" and upper thighs
It was a punishment session.. I was rude for a week so I guess I had it coming.. I didn't expect it would be this severe and maybe the guilt factor was playing its part as well.. I appreciated the long hug I got afterwards and it came with a lot of tears and a sincere apology.. it was a first
After that I didn't shy about crying.. the other day I was crying during a session just to release stress rather than crying from pain.. its a nice reset button
