Human foot mat

When I wrote the previous post I didn't think that it will lead to this...

Here I was sleeping on my back on the floor.. his two feet resting on me... "resting" doesn't quite cut it... gagging my mouth at times.. on my throat at others.. pressing down my breasts and tummy..

To be honest, I was more than a little defiant in the morning... openly challenging if you may... and he did promise me "this evening you will cry"...

And I did

Humbled

Keep me kneeling down....
Keep me at your feet... that's where I belong... that's where I want to stay for the rest of my life
It makes me feel at peace.. no worry in the world... I'm being taken care of

On a totally different note LOVE LOVE LOVE her hair

A day to remember - Squirting

August 28

I was having a long orgasm.. very intense... it felt as if it was going through my whole body.. then I felt liquid.. liquid?? For a second there I thought I peed and I was mortified... then it suddenly hit me.. omg omg omg I'm actually squirting... I remember  he said "don't stop" and I was thinking "honey I absolutely have no control over this?"

I never thought that one day I would be able to do this. I've always been a solo girl.. always had trouble having an orgasm with someone.. and I'm talking simple fingers to pussy orgasm. Fast forward a few months and I'm amazed at the transformation I had...Here I was on my back.. legs tied far apart to each window corner.. my hands tied behind my back.. and He is working the hitachi magic over my pussy.. and I explode!!! He made me squirt!!! I wish we caught it on camera, but we were both so amazed by the surprised we just kept staring..  I have a huge feeling of accomplishment!

Thoughts from within a session

Is it weird that I have whole conversations inside my head during a session? Let me share a bit...

So the session starts.. i'm face up.. my back flat on a bean bag ... but its not horizontal.. its inclined so that the highest part is my hips (well my pussy actually) and my head is on the floor.. my legs are forced spread apart with a spreader and my hands are tied below my head..

At this point my stream of thinking goes like this: "My back is not comfortable"..
"can't I just raise my legs so I'm more cozy?"....
"Oh I just drank Martini what if I throw up"...
"My head is bound to get light with all the blood rushing in it like this"..
"no way I will be able to stay in this position long"...
"oh my it must be quiet a view with my pussy on display like this"...

I see him approaching with a whip... I'm screaming inside my head noooooooo....
"I thought I was in a perfect position for a wonderful session with the hitachi."...
"why is there a whip?"...
" no no no I don't want the whip"...

My train of thoughts is cut short by the first lash on my poor stomach... I'm no longer concerned about my back being uncomfortable or that I want to raise my legs... I voice out my complaints, I'm not sure what I was saying, but a few seconds afterwards I was roughly gagged with a rough order to "shut up".. I was also blindfolded...

With the next set of lashes I'm back in my thoughts...
"I'm too exposed.. I'm too stretched"..
"this hurts I want it to stop"...

Then it stops... I regulate my breath.. the initial sting is fading..
"more pls.. I want more"...
"I can take this I want more"...
"why did you stop I want more"...

It restarts and stops and restarts.. interrupted by conversations... the same thoughts of "I can't take it".. "I want more" is repeated over and over

Then comes a longer pause than usual... He's at my leg restraints.. I voice out the strangest statement anyone can possibly say in this compromising position... very confidently I say:
"I Can Take More"

My subconscious screams at me.."wtf? did you just say that outloud? are you brain dead?

I count out loud 54 more lashes...

And I did get this wonderful time with the hitachi afterwards...

I sit here smiling..